On letting go...

I think in the coming future I will be make some changes in my life. Hubs and I have had many long talks about things and have come to some final conclusions. Still doing foster care... No worries! Just need to make a few other changes, new directions. 

Though as that door closes I have another door swinging wide open! Banging back and forth! My teaching career. I am between a bit of a rock and a hard place. Not officially hired, yet really expected to do what a hired teacher would do. If I complain too much then I am looked down upon, if I don't say anything then I am not being an advocate. I am only there half of the day. I can only do so much in that allotment of time. It is kind of a stinky position to be in. But I love teaching and I love middle school so I will suck it up and do what I have to do. I also have to look at it from a ministry perspective. I get the chance to be with these kids for one hour every day. I need to use it wisely. Make a good influence.